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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

*&^%#@@$%%horrible day !@#$%^&*(?">

suddenly i remember bout my blog...so i decided to write sumthing since i havent write for ...bout 5 months...why i suddenly think bout my blog?huhu...bcos i feel bad, sad n i cried just now..haha..so i need sumthing to write bout how i feel...n i havent got my diary yet here..might as well update my blog right...so many things goin on today..
after bout 2 months been in dundee..i'm now feeling homesick ..haha..sounds ridiculous? childish? whateva...people cant tell when i'm sad bcos i can still smile...u wudnt know.... n d other thing is one of d patient in my ward died last night. i din see him for d last time but one of d jho told me bout him... actually i already thought bout it d 1st time i met him in d ward but i just dun expect that to be...he was a nice gentleman...feel sorry for his family...u really wont expect him if u dun see him ..he was a post op, cholecystectomy patient..but after d op, his condition suddenly deteriorate..his crp n wcc went up, liver enzyme was haywire man, he developed chest infection, vomited few times...but he din complaint much...he got so many tubes inserted..from above n below, both sides of hand...so pity...i took his blood twice, did blood culture..but he never complaint.. he was such a nice patient.. he looks similar to my grandpa tho...the last time i saw him was yesterday morning during morning ward round..he developed haematoma on his abdomen, it was a large haematoma...n in the evening, he continued deteriorating n diagnosed to have acute pancreatitis..he then transferred to HDU...n today, they told me he's dead...i was shock... this is a memorable experience for me..altho i'm not d 1 treating him...but i wont forget this...
another story..there's 1 patient today, an old lady...i've seen her since the 1st day attached to this ward...the jho ask me to put venflon on her, but before i say anything..she already said, i dun want u to do it...woo!!...i dun mind, i mean she has the right but can she pls says that in a more polite way?i din take that personally..never take anything personally when dealing with ur patient (1 of my principle) i just want 2 know why she refused me to do the venflon bcos i never poke a needle on her even once...
there's so many things happened in the hosp today..dun wan 2 list all of them...at least i know i've learned sumthing during this block n i wont forget them...besides, i'm really thankful to spr n jho in my ward, they were really helpful, they taught us lots of thing...those that we will never learn during our lecture...

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